Getting through it....

I gotta go through it, to get through it.

Even if it means screaming inside,

or crying through the night...

I gotta go through it, to get through it.

Even if it means having that little bit of hope

torture me each moment..

Ill go through it,

to get through it..

To be okay.

I'll feel all I need to,

to get through.

Feel it all the way,

to be okay.

So many times, it will dissipate...

Then, I'll be okay.

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You're hollow words, and careless smiles

Kill me over and over again.

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I wanna sit on your bed again,

have you ask me if I'm happy.

I was so happy.

-N